As if you may never touch Earth again

Love is brilliant,
smooth.
Charming and hectic.
And as it happens,
depending on how and when;
Tis truly divine.
My heart melts at the thought
of never being alone,
nor with anyone else.
Yet, a bitch love can be,
and what a ride.
Fear and tension.
*As if you may never touch Earth again.
Smell the comfort
of being comfortable?
So much has happened this year
to be so grateful for.
No regrets, no remorse.
I am no doubt, a leech
So dependent on what I have
Almost neglected and took, sadly
advantage of the very love that saved my life.
Almost...
But love is strong,
this love is... At least
And kept me in good grace.
God, how I owe my life to that.
All of it.
*I'd never even imagined/ how this could ever happen
For me.