As if you may never touch Earth again

Love is brilliant,
smooth.
Charming and hectic.
And as it happens,
depending on how and when;
Tis truly divine.
My heart melts at the thought
of never being alone,
nor with anyone else.
Yet, a bitch love can be,
and what a ride.
Fear and tension.
*As if you may never touch Earth again.
Smell the comfort
of being comfortable?
So much has happened this year
to be so grateful for.
No regrets, no remorse.
I am no doubt, a leech
So dependent on what I have
Almost neglected and took, sadly
advantage of the very love that saved my life.
Almost...
But love is strong,
this love is... At least
And kept me in good grace.
God, how I owe my life to that.
All of it.
*I'd never even imagined/ how this could ever happen
For me.

December 14th - The Bigger Man?

The bigger man,
and the pressures of Babylon
Society of imposter's
like gambling Love's pure light
Headway through tunnels of frenzy
and chaos
For one moment in the sky,
where everyone sees him, or you rather
Life isn't that simple
It's difficult
Like evolution, it takes time
to move from A to B then from Z to 1
and back
Medication? Just dilutes things
Seeing blind men
become things
(If only I had a stick)
My heart may very well not be infected
with concern
Compassion is fickle
Like men and like women
When our agenda is self natured by default
(A woman taught me that)
and I'm exhausted already
Who knew that this world could maintain ownership
in just my regression?
Oh I shall overcome like Job
and his things
Excellence in all sincerity
When and where our intentions mean more
than our fear
Then again - my fear is a whole different story

Street Lights

This past week has been tiring. I still can't get to sleep at night. Nothing new there. The good news is; we're pretty much finished with all of the tracking for the album. And now we wait more..............

Music is the only thing that separates my mind from the day and night. 6th sense I suppose. I often wonder who else out there on this huge planet feels the same way or similar? Are they making a connection with themselves or someone else? Are they coping with a tragedy or loneliness? Or are they just having a good time? It amazes me how we so easily take music for granted... If only we knew how to just stop...

And listen.

Lately I've been so drowned out. I've lost focus on what I REALLY need to be doing. It seems like whenever it gets cold outside my body and mind shut down. Maybe I just need warmer clothes. Ha! The night before last Joel and watched Julie & Julia. It was such a good movie. It made me want to do something more. From start to finish. Then my mind magnetizes back to music. Maybe I should start a 365 day photo/song blog. Give insight and interpretation. That should distract me enough I think. But then... Not. Ha!

"Seems like street lights glowing happen to be just like moments passing in front of me so I hopped in the cab and I paid my fair see I know my destination but I'm just not there. In the streets... life's just not fair."