Entourage or Loyalty?

Yesterday was great. I'm happy that love is so healing. & time plays such a great role. Some good friends of ours stopped by and visited us on their road trip. We had a great time showing them Austin. We had great food, drank here and there and played with our dogs. It was awesome! I learned a lot more about excellence last night and this morning. How it's crucial in the work that we do. In life. It's so important to me to make an impact on something or someone rather than be remembered for my arrogance or pride. In my defense, my denial of that arrogance is pretty thick and it's tough to catch sometimes. I had this dream last night in my sleep from 1am to 4am where my fingernails kept coming off. I've dealt with the teeth breaking dreams before but this was a totally different vibe. I didn't feel inadequate and scared. It was more like I felt way too empowered that my hands couldn't stand it and gave up. I felt more abandoned by myself than anything. And, that sucked. I've been chasing my own feelings around in circles in my head for pretty much all my life. I need to quit that and just step up. So, here we go.